And so I did.
It hurts. I decided to stay. But, he didn’t ask me to come back.
In fact, didn’t hear from him for 3 days.
But, when I did, I said, “I want a divorce.”
And so it goes. A week of negotiations.
A weekend of moving and emotional hurt.
Now, just waiting for the judge’s signature.
It still hurts. But it hurt worse then.
I am doing this to protect my heart and soul.
From not feeling
I wanted to be a priority over
Love of self
I wanted it to work, I really did
I wouldn’t have given it so many chances
For 10 years
Not going to spend the rest of my life
Trying to fix you
While destroying myself
I’m done….I leave it to someone else and God.